i can see the pain living in your eye
and i know how hard you try
you deserve to have so much more
i can feel your heart and i sympathize
and i'll never criticize all you've ever meant to my life
i don't want to let you down
i don't want to lead you on
i don't want to hold you back
from where you might belong
you would never ask me why
my heart is so disguised
i just can't live a lie anymore
i would rather hurt myself
than to ever make you cry
there's nothing left to say but good-bye
you deserve the chance at the kind of love
i'm not sure i'm worthy of
losing you is painful to me
you would never ask me why
my heart is so disguised
i just can't live a lie anymore
i would rather hurt myself
than to ever make you cry
there's nothing left to try
through it's gonna hurt us both
there's no other way than to say good-bye
and i know how hard you try
you deserve to have so much more
i can feel your heart and i sympathize
and i'll never criticize all you've ever meant to my life
i don't want to let you down
i don't want to lead you on
i don't want to hold you back
from where you might belong
you would never ask me why
my heart is so disguised
i just can't live a lie anymore
i would rather hurt myself
than to ever make you cry
there's nothing left to say but good-bye
you deserve the chance at the kind of love
i'm not sure i'm worthy of
losing you is painful to me
you would never ask me why
my heart is so disguised
i just can't live a lie anymore
i would rather hurt myself
than to ever make you cry
there's nothing left to try
through it's gonna hurt us both
there's no other way than to say good-bye
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I'M AH DI, U CAN ALSO CALL ME AH HONG.
05/27
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LOVE Nike,piano, basketball... MOST LOVE BABY NO MATTER WHAT.
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Friday, November 20, 2009
8:13 AM
最近看篮球火重播 zuijin kan lanqiuhuo chongbo 不知道为什么 duno y 看得特别入神 kan de te bie ru shen 应该是很久没打球了吧 maybe din ply ball for a long time 对篮球生疏了T.T dui lanqiu shengshu le 好想找回在球场上的快感 xiang zhao hui zai qiu chang shang de kuai gan 总是希望自己能够为球队得分 zong shi xiwang ziji nenggou wei qiudui de fen 可是却总是伤痕累累 ke shi que zonghsi shanghen leilei 唉 ai
想成为一个优秀的球员 wan bcum a gud player 可不是件容易的事 is nt a simple thing 需要付出很多的代价 need to pay many daijia 就因为我不能牺牲那么多 jiu yinwei wo bu neng xisheng so much 所以到现在 suo yi dao xianzai 我还是那只会几招球技的小球员吧 wo hai shi na zhi hui ji zhao qiu ji de small plyer ba 悲哀 beiai
拿我一个朋友来说 take a example 她是我球友 my 1 gud fren 曾经是我很要好的朋友 v r vry gud bfor 上了中学就比较不好了 but cum to zhong xue v bcum ok only 小学的我们 when v r primary skul 是旗鼓相当的球员 v r same level as a player
两年后 two year later 在一次的比赛中 in the competition 我看到了她 i saw her 她的球技进步神速 she improve so much 在球场上发挥了她所有的潜力 she show all her bakat during the match 我吓呆了 i terkejut 后来 after tat 有去打听下她的近况 i gt go da ting her jin kuang 原来 yuanlai 她一个星期有时5天有时3天 3days or 5 days of 1 week 都在练球 she practise basketball 一练就是四五个小时 every practise is 4 or 5 hours 她所受的伤 all her injured 无人能比 no 1 cn knw 她牺牲她的时间 she xisheng her time 牺牲妈妈给的补习学费 xisheng de fee of tuition 为的就是练出一身好球技 juz only wan to bcum a gud player 我认识她妈妈 i knw her mum 她妈妈到现在还记得我 her mum still rmb me 那时她妈妈看到我 on 1 day her mum saw me 一开口就问 she ask "还有打球吗?" still gt ply ball? 我笑笑说:"偶尔." i smile n answer:seldom. 她就一直在念着她女儿 then she keep nagging of her daughter 为了打球,也不顾她的劝告什么什么的 say watwatwat her daughter din listen her advise 她摇了摇头 she shake her head 其实 actually 她妈妈嘴巴上说不让女儿去打球 thought her mum said dun let her to ply ball 其实心里是多么的支持女儿 but she is so support her in the heart
而我就不同 but me nt the same 妈妈一直都反对我打球 my mum always fan dui me to play ball 每去一次练球 everytime go for practise 都要被念 she will nagging me awhile 妈妈要我专心读书 she wan me to focus in my studies 不要我顶着大太阳打球 dun wan ply ball under the sun 我知道她为我好 i knw she like dis is gud for me 可是 but 我都一直违抗了你5年 i wei kang my mum for 5 years 还是打不出什么好成绩出来 but still cnt do some gud results to let u c 你一定对我很失望吧 u sure feel disappointed to me 哦 oh 忘了说 forgot to say 我妈 my mum 曾经是一位不错的篮球教练 is a nt bad basketball coach bfor 还记得那时我比赛 rmb last time i m in the match 她和爸爸竟然来看我比赛 she n my dad cum to watch 我当然是很开心 i sure vry happy 可是 but 那场球赛 tat match 我输得很惨 i lose dao vry can 才打了上半场 juz ply till half of the match 妈妈就这样走掉了 she go bek dy 回到家 i arrive at home 她只对我说 she juz told me "你们球队的回防很慢" nimen qiu dui de huifang hen man 我顿时傻掉了 i terkejut 妈妈第一次告诉我这些 dis is the first time my mum told me dis 后来她也说了几句 then she only said sum few sentence 看着我的伤口 she looked at my injured 她默默走上楼了 n she go upstair quietly
我很矛盾 i feel vry mao dun 可是 but 我还是以学业为重 i still focus in my studies 偶尔得空的话 during my free time 才去打个球 i will go to play ball 虽然我没其他人努力 thought i din work hard than other people 球艺不比其他人好 thought i m worse than other player 可是 but 我喜欢篮球 i like basketball 虽然每场球赛都是惨败 thought every match is lose 不过从失败中吸取经验 but i cn get experiece frm it 至少我没有损失 i m no rugi wat 现在看看我身上的疤印 c my bahen of my body 就想到至少在球场上 i will memorise when i m in match 我尽力了 i tried my best 虽然我 差强人意 thought i vry bad
往后的日子 in the future time 我还会继续加油 i will keep it on =]